Being in love with you then was so awesome then , having you around . You were everything i ever dreamt of , you were the fairytale that i never had . But now i have to face the truth , you'll just be another memory that i have to learnt to let go .
when im with you , i thought crying , i'll win . But now , i know , tears & attitude dont bring you nowhere . But i'm too late aren't i ? I wish you would look at me again , look at me like how you used to love me but this time i know i'll love you the right way .
Losing you made me realise , you were so much more than i thought you were . i only used words to fool you . But now , words will not be just word , the produce a meaning . A true meaning of love that i understand now . You used to love & cherish me so much that even when i say i love you without any action , you'll sleep so sweet with a smile on your face .
if i could turn things around i would . ugh , why am i talking about this ? im trying to let everything go ! AHH ! i need to let it out & let it go . Unless i can have him back , which is way impossible . Ugh ..
you thought me a lesson i would've never learnt without your existence . You thought me true love . You thought me that , i should cherish & love a person who loves me like you . Thanks for all this , your memories are the best & it's sure unforgettable . I'm so glad you found someone better . Though im still stuck in my thoughts of you , i want you to find your true love too . Waiting for you wont work since you dont even have a space for me anymore .
Fuck guys , screw them all . Is it so fxcking fun to use another person ? Talked to my dearest bonnie yesterday , and seriously I fxcking hate being used . People know how i'll react to it {:
Had a major panadol drama yesterday after getting to know about it . Imagine you got stabbed again when you already have a broken heart . It's like being killed another time you know ? I wonder how guys do it , they can say they so love you and everything and the next day they are out partying with girls . I hate it when guys go out with their ex crushes , you know the feeling just suck . I had to endure the fact that when i'm around , I was being ignored and when another girl came he went gaga and start talking to her non stop .
To think that it was a lesson that I should start loving people right , guess now it was more of a wake up call . Haha , i'm like back to square one :/ the playing with life me . Isn't it fabulous ? I'm back to doing stuff I shouldn't because getting numb by the pain outside is better than hurting like a dog inside .
Can you believe it ? Being used like an object . What a drama . And seriously , I tried it . Panadol gives asthma attacks :/ very jialat kind . I fainted through the panadol craze yesterday ._. Don't try it at home .
I'm working lately but I manage to take my pretty pictures when i'm having break {: well , i'm really drained out to post , I don't even have the mood to open the computer . Tired like crap :/ sighs . I'll post when i'm less tired {: and you'll see me flooding the post with pictures of me {: alrights nights !
i was bored & took half candid shot :x havent smile jiu snap ! {: i don't look that bad la ~ just very act cute :x
So i didnt get much sleep :/ was wide awake till like 10 in the morning & slept for one hour then had to rush to lot one to meet shavon & her classmates to watch new moon again :/ i almost fell asleep in the show la . After they watched le , they felt it was damn dumb too . The ending was like ," will you marry me ?" The book is sooooooooo much more interesting . Trust me , really really !
I bet i can sleep damn early today :/ i'm super tired la . Can hardly keep my eyes open . worst is , i almost missed my stop just now cause i slept through the whole bus ride . Aww , i wanna hug winnie the pooh to sleep now but i need to chiong my maple character ~ zzz ._. Yawns , i'm going into maple now . Text me if you're looking for me alrights ? Love you people ! & i'm ending the post with tag reply {:
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P.S/ i'm so easily touched lately . Watch romance cartoon make me think of my past moments too . Ughs , it sucks . Please go away if there's no future :/
Tag Replies : J. Sadly i dont know where my passport is :/ if not i can go , parents all out ! :x Geyun. Wahs , so easy jiu le uh . How come still very pain ~ quick give kiss kiss should be okays a bit :x Kellie. Hey dear {: Nini. That day i try cannot , now can le {: Noob blog la :x Michelle. Haha , thanks sist . I like this genre of songs {:
Hello again {: missed me ? Haha , life super boring lately . i slept at 10 in the morning , been feeling horrible & cant get any sleep . Slept till 3 or 4 then wake up :/ Ke lian de me , can't sleep lately , at night scared people bite me , so must stay awake make sure no one here :x I'm so bored i'm crapping :/ how awesome right .
Daddy went off to Turkey to eat turkey today {: i cant stand my lame-ness but it's so addictive ! ok la , dont play le . So im stuck at home to take care my grandpa , it's funny la :/ but daddy said i had to so ~ have to sit my ass at home lo D: i was like a sloth the whole day never do anything just lie on the sofa like some dead ass . Until evening decided get my ass up go pompom then on comp play maple ~
so sians , like monster carnival whole day :/ okays , it's 3 in the morning , going to chiong till at least 50 {: then go chiong new mc , like cool only ~ aiyahs who care i like can liaos {: Muahahahs . Yawnzxz , bored . i lost my inspiration :/ actually had a lot to talk about but now kong kong de .
Oh ya ! your caught new moon le mahs ? screwed lo , i watch it with perry & deshawn like few weeks back . watched till midnight -.- They cut off loads of the important parts lo . Go read the storybook trust me it's so much better {: But shan't blame them , they had to squeeze everything into a two hour show . So advice for Ms Ong {: must read story book then you aga aga know what the show saying , cause anyhow jump de . They never say how emo she was then after that how she find the bike & everything . Just show her sit on the si lang chair then spin spin few months pass -.- Bo liao lo , like that i also can make movie le lo . first scene , the grass green green swee swee , then second leave falling , third anyhow put snow -.- my mother also know lo . Okays , i should stop being insulting . & the ending is like PUAKANG . Will you married me ? Then the end . Keep me in suspense , more jialat is they take like half a year to one year just to complete one whole movie . so i have to be kept in suspense for so long , pity myself ~ But i know the ending liaos la :x Want know mahs ? Go read BOOB la {:
Oh ya , just now played halfways with baby suddenly got the urge of eating , tummy grumbling bad . Had the motivation to cook maggi for myself de . But as baby predicted , i was lazy & end up calling mac like 1 in the morning {: Like emo zhar bor , eat alone & watch tv , now full dao wanna puke -.- Jialat , too full cannot , too hungry also cannot :/ very hard to hit just nice .
Eh ~ i got things to say but it slip my mind . Oh ya , anyone up for kbox ? i want to sing song suddenly , very long never open mouth to sing except in the shower . my voice not bad okay , i in shower got open concert de , interested tell me next time i singing inside , you outside hear {: got entry fee de hor .
i gotta stop posting , keep crapping like mad -.- Ughs ~ Hao la , im going to end off my post with tag replies & toodles for the day {: Don't miss me uh , DUH i know you will :D just saying for the sake of it .
Tag Replies : Serene. Hey baby {: Wengyi. Yes , Wolfboy is like so dreamy ! {: My husband-to-be , mai snatch uh ! Pearllynn. thanks dear {: Geyun. Baby , you good lo . Bad thing ask me do D: im hurt ~ Philbert. I'm like so addicted to it :x Hartini. I like to hartini you leys :x trying find trouble with me uh ! HAHA :x why your links cannot press one , LOUSY SKIN ! unlike , erhem erhem , MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ! L.WeiJie. It definitely is not {: Celia. Haha , sentence structure very wrong :x haha ! Thank la , i also love die you okays ? i know you love me to love you right :x cause i love to love you {: muahahahs !
Hello , missed me ? Well , im quite done emo-ing or im just immune to it . So i doubt i will mia any longer . Been mapling alone cause i simply hate being around people now , well people do change you know ? Lately my mood has just been totally off . I dont know why , maybe it's pms or some crap , but it's very serious that's all i know :/
Well , i'm loving hartini for the blog post she posted about the loser boys who just simply said they dont love us anymore & walk away . They think we're like tissue , they can just use & throw . Awesome shit eh ? They forgotten the most important shit , we have a heart a rather fragile heart that deeply feels for them . Hahas , you'll love the post . www.h-artiniloyy.blogspot.com . Trying to advertise her blog for her :/ how nice .
So , i shopped a lot with Jane a few days ago , i seriously can't remember which day . But we actually planned on window shopping . Wanted to look around but my cravings got out of hand . Bought heels , bags & etc. Totally declaring bankrupt :/ i spent like $150 + on all those . Bet i'm going to get murdered by my mother when she gets back . Totally getting prepared . But i'm happy with what i bought so i guess the punishment is worth it .
Then i met bonnie to AMK that day to get my nebo card renew :/ laughed like mad while eating ajisen . i totally can't remember what we laughed about but i swear i laughed till buay tahan . I bet if i continue laughing like that for one full hour , i'm belly-less . i look like i have beer belly la :/ shit , starting to look like that pregnant father of mine . Jialat , i need to go on a major diet like damn soon . i can't handle the fat-ness .
Today met up with baby , ppzm & Jane , go eat prate at Gombak :/ Hmm i love the banana but baby keep throwing her banana to me ! ppzm more cute plain prate & plain square prata only shape difference but he jiu shi yao plain square prata :/ then babe more quite , whole day machiam kana tongue tied , say thing always wrong , her sentence structure also sibei jialat . But we laughed like mad la , had hell loads of fun . I remembered one thing was baby drink water then she choked & coughed on ppzm . We both laughed till cannot catch our breath but babe & ppzm like blur diao . We wanna tell them what happened but totally cannot catch our breath to say anything . We eat hao le decided to order otah . Baby & babe complained spicy but to me like normal ~ Not bad la , the food was nice . Babe like little girl , go play with her food . Down there keep anyhow mix tissue , newspaper & a lot of crap onto her plate . She still ask me taste -.- Walao , see le almost puke still ask me eat machaim want my life .Then we went to buy shaker fries , like eating none stop . Sat down & eat together , eat dao almost puke ._. was freaking full :/ Finished eating we went over to MRT station to trained back to batok to take 61 home . But the fxcking bus was taking it's own sweet time , came home tio screwed by my dad .
Played maple & totally lost my mood . Fxcking no one pei me all alone walk here walk there machiam loner . Fxck the boredem , fxck the moodswing , fxck it all seriously , ugh . I'm getting reallt distracted by everything now so i'll stop blogging , tags will be replied & i guess i'll upload some cocky pictures of me tomorrow . So ya , that's about it from me today .
P.S/ Listen to my new blog song . The very first one . Seriously , it speaks for me .
Tag Replies : Qinying. I'll relink you soon {: JingTing. Hey girl , miss hanging with you . Is it possible for you to contact me ? I lost yours :/ Geyun. Kill my mother not me :x Pb. Thanks dear , i hope that's true . & yes , i wish to have someone awesome soon too {: Amanda. You & me no fate la D: so cannot see you :x Haha , call me out la {: then can see my pretty face {: i know you miss it dear . -L-Babyx3~. Hmmm , what name you want me put as nehs ? Winnie. Life sucks a lot :/ But im still surviving for now . Hey , havent heard from you for years :x Call me up la dear !
Cheryl O. 
