Afflicted Lady.

Hello humans

2010-01-10T14:23:00.003+08:00

Yes it has been ages since i post , so i should a sweet little one before continuing my kiasu mugging {: haha , school has been as per normal . Well , the normal nagging & falling asleep . Actually ! i was damn proud of myself for not falling asleep in school for two days straight ! was hoping to do it three days straight ! But suay suay i fell asleep during lum's class . Damn tired lo ! Jialat , tomorrow is PE , going to grow fat & heavy le . H&F here i come D': ( im not exaggerating la ! )

Sighs , school is stressful . i just realize i stand no chance for DPA , because the only achievements i have is primary school which totaly SUCK ! ughs , im like totally stressing myself out ! Feel like dying manzxz !

Aiyahs , fxck it . Well i only have myself to blame for not working hard during secondary three now chiong like mad cow . & i really dont have the support of family either :/ Im glad i still have certain people willing to keep me standing {: i love you guys !

As for love ? Well lets put that aside la . I'm done whining {: Had a good cry when i met buddy yesterday & i guess i'll just let fate decide my future . But studies wise , no one can decide for me but myself {: So Cheryl is off to mug ! Ohmy i need to go into ngee ann . It's like soooooooooooo cool ! Oh ! The cheer leaders are HAWT ! i mean i went to NP yesterday , deshawn see le also gaga ~

Moving on ! Went to catch Alvin & The Chipmunks 2 with this idiot ! Haha , keep saying his hair ugly don't want let me take picture ! Stupid asshole ! Somemore still overslept ! Make me go all the way to Toa Payoh just to catch the movie . Haha , but the show was funny la . So cute lo ! i elle-ohh-vee-eee Theodore ! He's so cute ! I just wanna snuggle it to sleep ! So fluffy ! Haha !

Okok , over excitement ! :x So yaya ~After that decided to take 157 back to timah then had a change of mind & decided to cab over to teckwhye to look for buddy & honglee :/ Damn moody . Sooo , i should stop here {: Private stuff are meant to stay private ~ Teehee :x I'll be nice by replying tags !

Tag Replies :
Jane, Unlock what ;woot ?
Winnie, yeah sure dear . Give me a call ! {:
Amanda, See ya soon love !
Weijie, {:
Limin, uh ~ actually i'm kinda dumb . A2 is like something i can achieve when im 50 when i studied the same things for like zillion years . However , im doing my best by mugging dear {:
Jane, you are forever my listening ear ! & i have two more other listening ear ! I love you all !
Passerby, You are ? Haha , it's complicated .

Tired

2010-01-07T22:57:00.001+08:00

I'm quite drain out now .. I thought I had chance but my confidence is being pulled & pulled down .. Dpa will never succeed , I feel very hopeless now .

Worst I have no one to fall on .

Major wake up call

2010-01-05T23:21:00.001+08:00

I'm like sooo stress out now !!! I just checked the cut off point for 2009 for banking and financial and guess what ! I need like ten points to get it !!! That's like the freaking cut off point , I'm on the verge of crying la ! I don't even have the time to on my comp and I'm posting in the middle of the night . I'm like tearing up because I'm super lack of confidence now . Sighs !

SMS him also don't know where he is . Gosh I seriously am about to die .. Please god bless me like crazy ! I'm not only going to talk to you when I need you I promise I'll start talking to you practically everyday .

I need to sleep I'm having a major headache from the stress I'm expirencing now . I'm dying !!

First day of school !

2010-01-05T01:24:00.001+08:00

Yes power blogging time again . I can't sleep again ! & I didn't get my power nap during break today , zzz .. I blame hobo ! :x

So plans for this year ! Hobo , Brendan , Deshawn , slut & I will be visiting numerous library to study to see which is better {: soo stress over o level . I already picked out the five courses I want to choose from ( remember to find out more on Internet when I get the chance use comp ) it's going to be a busy year for me . Cca starts this week & were going to ngee ann open house . I'm thinking of applying for dpa . I need to secure a place for myself .

Didn't sleep the night after rolling on the bed till six , got up and get ready for school . Gave up on trying to sleep cause it obviously ain't working . Zzz , today also :/ fxck school days . I really hope the principal imply school rules after this sec four batch leaves . Wouldn't wanna be under torturous juvenile rules :/

I find my post very ji pua ji pua ! Oh ya , need to find time to on comp send baby her blogskin before she kills me :x & I keep forgetting to call Julie -.- jialat , I'm a major scatterbrained ! ( need ed de meys ? )

Anyway I'm catching Alvin and the chipmunk with LH this Saturday !!! I'm so cite ! Been wanting to watch that show since forever . Should I call pillow along ? Hmm :/

Today was a bullshit day , major headache & serious case of attitude . My voice still seems to be sexy & I can make you faint when I sing {:

Embrace life ! I'm really trying my hardest to get over the fact that your gone and it's progressing la !! Haha , there's more to life . I've lived a fantasy but I live for a dream now {: time has pass , things has changed . You are nothing like what I used to love , so there's nothing holding me back from moving on . Took a last look at those rings that we showed off & the pictures that I love & how I'll make you take peek with me . This are all my sweet memories for 2009 .

This year , it's a new chapter . Though I live a guy that doesn't feel the same for me , I'm contented just having him talking to me . Meeting him was my best ending for 2009 & the greatest beginning for 2010 . I'll never tell him nor will I show {: things are awesome the way it is right ? Well we'll just wait and see ! *smiles*

Going to catch some shut eye now , goodnights ! Zzz , my blog has no tags -.- someone entertain me !

Wishlist for 2010

2010-01-04T02:27:00.001+08:00

I guess it's a little late to do this but what the heck :/ it's like two in the morning and I'm suppose to wake up at six . Since I'm wide awake and I can't use the comp shall do this as a little entertainment for myself {:

1. Do absolutely well for o levels !!
2. Get a good and long lasting boyf . ( I have someone in mind but I can only dream :/ )
3. Start finding all sorts of ways to get income .
4. Be more active in posting . ( I'm trying le la ! )
5. Start being a major nerd ( I can do this ! )
6. Lose major amount of fats ( I gain a zillion pounds during the holiday . )
7. Get myself organise !
8. Start catching up with past years work .
9. Get an average of b3 all year through ( wanting to put a2 but I'm dreaming )
10. Go shopping !
11. Get a red camera !!
12. Get more cash in my pocket . ( this is a must ! )
13. Get a hold of my emotions ( shan't elaborate , best to keep it private . )
14. I need a more exciting life !!!
15. Regain what I had with my friends & family before the major break-up (?)
16. Kiss my shit life goodbye .
17. Stop snoozing in class .. ( yes i've major pig issues )
18. Get more Winnie the pooh to my collection ( latest one was from li hao , thanks a million ! )
19. Redesign my cocked up room !
20. Live everyday with a smile ! ( someone said he'll help me fufill that ! *hint hint* )

That's all I can think of now , trying to get to sleep now ! Ugh , I hate being nocturnal on school days ! I told Bonnie I wish certain teachers were at my bedside now . They are like instant luallaby , they make your system off in a sec , it's like magic !

Don't even know if i'm getting my ass to school tomorrow a not . Heard that the new principal banning hp , like please it's my last year I'm not going to let your juvenile rules destroy my year . I mean seriously we need to contact certain people at important times too . Let see you not bringing your phone to work , it'll be killer for you . So don't ask me to do this .

I rather they just ban everyone from going to school instead . Sighs , so many lovable teachers left , leaving the instant luallaby singers behind . Gosh thinkng of the torment next year already makes me sick .

After such a lengthy post I still can't sleep , awesome shit la -.- I wanna be sixteen fast ! I wanna get nice presents ( teehee I wonder if he comes in a gift box , he'll be my favourite gift ) . Lalalals ~ school is starting soon ! I've decided on what I'm going to do for the next four hours .

Going to plan on how to tie my hair , adjust my hideous uniform ( hmm , I wonder if the new principal came up with any new designs , our school really need to work on their taste in colour . Green is alrights but with so much of it , you simply wanna puke from seeing it . ) oh ya , saw this hot red cover for my itouch , so going to get my hands on it .. I'm broke & I'm still thinking about buying stuff . I bet my pay haven't cone I've already turn bankrupt .

I'm so going gaga over red stuff . My cousin thinks that i'm a bull . When I see red stuff I charge at it . Haha cause I was getting a new hole puncher then I saw the super hot itouch cover . I was so going to charge towards it but the queue was endless and I've waited so long to get so near to the cashier . I had to control myself , it was so torturous okays . It's like watching a Winnie the pooh being grabbed from me . So I had to rush to burger king to meet my cousin to study math & I didn't get my chance to even touch the gorgeous red cover !!! The terror ~

So I did math for like three hours plus straight and we talked about the guy :x okok back to the point , I almost died from doing all the math question . I went looney from doing it la . I was self entertaining and laughing for no reasons la !! Trust me doing math for so long totally kills !

Alrights la , the post is long enough . I shall continue texting Bonnie & mingle with my hair till I eventually fall asleep or not :/

Sudden urge to call nini and head to artbox to get more awesome notebooks . I'm like a loser for pretty notebooks ! Eh ! I was suppose to end the post , zzz ! Nights everyone ! I know you love me so love you back !! Xoxo ~

Fxck.

2010-01-02T22:20:00.002+08:00

Im so pissed off with blogger now . i got close to a hundred zilian peekazxz to post but the bloody blogger don't let me upload picture ! what a slut !! ughs , spoil my mood la . Going post another day la . Bitch blogger !

Love

2010-01-02T19:23:00.001+08:00

Been so reluctant to post lately . Been talking to someone about how I'm feeling lately . People never really see the true you when they are around you . You put up a false front like you're alright but technically you really aren't .

You can hardly catch your breath you simply feel like letting yourself go . You really want to stand up and be there for people that are suffering the same thing as you are but you really don't have the energy to get yourself off the ground . You're tired , you just wanna close your eyes and never open it again .. This isn't what we wanna feel .

We wanna laugh from our hearts , but we have seem to lost that laughter in us . 'i'm alrights.' are those words really true ? Am I really alrights like I claim I am ? I've been hiding my true emotions for so long and I'm submerged in a lie ..

If I had a wish . I'll never wish for you to never enter my life but to cherish you instead of taking you for granted . I would have never let you be the way you are now .. You're not a person like that I believe so .

My fairytale is over . We've gotta move on no matter how reluctant you are to do so . It's not like we have a choice , we just have to get a grip and know that there's someone better that wants you for the way you are . You have to go through so much pain to realise all these . It's an experience , a really worthwhile one .

Time to get a move on . I fell off a cliff so high & I have to depend on myself to get over it and keep on climbing .

It's a new year . Even if it's sucks , at least you know you've tried . Take a deep breath and get back on my feet . Whatever happened made my parents and friends gave up on me . It's time to get up on my own . Cheryl , you've got that one last shot to turn your life around .

With Love , Cheryl O.

I was wrong .

2010-01-01T23:18:00.002+08:00

Yes i've totally moved on from whatever i had with you . It's a promise i made to myself , i'll let you go . It's a new year , i deserve a new & better beginning . I'm pursuing it now .

But still you're still a guy i once loved with my heart & soul . But the you i see yesterday wasn't the you i knew . You will never be this way if you were still the you before . People use to love the you then . I use to be crazy about the you then . What i see yesterday was another guy that look just like you but ain't anything like you .

I hear people say & gossip about how you are now , it sure hurts . To see a friend dearly like you change so much . I don't know if it has anything to do with me but i really am disappointed . I assure you , i'm not the only one that feels this way .

I swear i don't hate her , but i seriously hope you would wake up . There are so much more than looks in this world . I know you still have the you then deep down inside of you . Find it back , you don't have to find someone else . You can change her to be like the you then .

People love the you before , not the you now . Look yourself in the mirror . Do you see a part of you missing ? Your parents are being a bitch over thing but you cried over them , you quarrelled with me because of them . Their ridiculous but they still brought you to this world , it's a truth you can't deny . God made us all this way .

Well , i pray Lord show you the way . The you now isn't someone anyone would want to know or see . We want the you then back . We don't care who you're with , we only care what you've become . There's more of this world you haven't discovered & it sure not time to destroy a bright future ahead of you .

God bless you & Happy New Year .

Stress

2010-01-01T15:13:00.000+08:00

I'm at westmall now , busting my head off trying to understand what I'm doing . Fxck up a math

Year is going to end !

2009-12-31T00:50:00.003+08:00

OH YES ! It's past twelve so i must say , it is the last day of 2009 ! {: & im pretty upset with how im ending the year . I'm coughing so bad & suffering a severe sore throat , haha & guess what . i actually cheered about it with LH cause he's suffering the same thing . How childish :x Well , im coughing like mad cow while posting now , it sucks big time la .

Well im about to summarised everything i posted on my itouch in one post . I swear my post will never be lengthy cause im too lazy to elaborate it so well ! :/ Yes , that make me the worst blogger ever cause i buay tahan typing & blabbing about my life cause it's just a big piece of shit . But at least i blog right ? better than nothing . i'll try to post like some chatterbox that talks a lot la :/ i just need that kind of feel first :x Haven't come back to me . Maybe from next year onwards i'll do so okay ? i'll post in my itouch whatever i did so i dont forget & blab it all out in my blog . Good idea mahs ?

Okays , here i go ! I'm going to start to blab all the shit i can think of {: Zzz , guess what i just found out the dates are all mixed up so HAHA ! no long long post i'll just summarise , i'm damn good at that trust me !

Well first few days of work was exhausting & i started to feel sick ! & to add on the torment , i had to carry things that were bigger & heavier than i am ! I sweat like a dog even in aircon la ! & LH quit like so freaking early , threw me there to entertain myself -.- How awesome of you uh ? Hmph ! Soon after he left , Cheris & Cindy did too . So ke lian lo leave me with that horrendous malaysian fxcker who think he's so hot & cool . But i only have one word to describe him , pathetic . Yes it's insulting but it;s so true . Everyone agrees {:

& on the last few days of work i was sick like some mother fxcker (Sorry for the vulgarities , trying to describe the excrutiating pain i was in .) & i was freaking late for work on that particular day . OHOH ! & i totally miss someone super much on that day , like miss dao want die kind you know :x Worked till 8 & LH came to find me today , super estatic . Miss that panda ! Suay suay i was looking like shit that day so i ended work earlier than usual lo . OH i remember which day liao , it was christmas eve . Worst was everyone in the toy department was falling sick & i was assuming something was very wrong with that place . Got virus . Haha , random talk ~ Well , after work went to find Jane dear & her friend to celebrate my screwed up christmas eve & i stole Jane's santa hat :x Evil me , i know !

We had dinner at Han's . The main course was awesome but the rest was BAD , yes awful awful kind of bad . Oh ! Jane's friend looks very innocent & cute la ! Like want to pinch her like that . Haha . Didnt go to work on christmas cause i couldnt be anymore sick le . If i go to work , i swear i'll faint lo . Fever keeps going up & down . Felt like some dead fxcker :/ Because i didnt go work , my mother fxcking kp-ed me over it , i was pissed la . I didnt want to get sick right ? You think i made myself sick ? If i was so pro i would be doing that during school days la .

But i was guai lan lo , i still ate like huge amount of fried food when it's killing me :x Haha , who cares right ? Kai xin jiu hao !

Christmas was shit la , hmm beside the fact i got a pretty itouch for christmas the rest of christmas was shit . Everyone enjoyed it while i stayed at home and rot like a couch potato , yes emo me . Even my post also so blunt for christmas , sighs ..

Guess what i lost my posting mood le , i'll just use itouch to copy paste everything from here on lo :/ Anywhere i have some picture that im going to put {:

& here's a little something i want to dedicate to someone special that doesnt know :x

I don't think that passenger seat
Has ever looked this good to me
He tells me about his night
And I count the colors in his eyes

He'll never fall in love he swears
As he runs his fingers through his hair
I'm laughing 'cause I hope he's wrong
And I don't think it ever crossed his mind
He tells a joke I fake a smile
That I know all his favorite songs and

I could tell you his favorite colors green
He loves to argue, born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful, he has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him, I'd lie

He looks around the room
Innocently overlooks the truth
Shouldn't a light go on?
Doesn't he know I've had him memorized for so long?

He sees everything black and white
Never let nobody see him cry
I don't let nobody see me wishing he was mine

I could tell you his favorite colors green
He loves to argue, born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful, he has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him, I'd lie

He stands there then walks away
My God, if I could only say
I'm holding every breathe for you

He'd never tell you but he can play guitar
I think he can see through everything but my heart
First thought when I wake up is, "My god, he's beautiful"
So I put on my make up and pray for a miracle

Yes, I could tell you his favorite colors green
He loves to argue oh and it kills me
His sisters beautiful he has his father's eyes
And if you asked me if I love him
If you ask me if I love him, I'd lie

Now replies ! I'm like soooo busy right ? Haha , so seeing my effort to post & reply tags , you guys should really really tag me more ! to encourage me to post ! im serious ! {:

Tag Replies :
Nini. Yes it's a new year & im trying my hardest to push myself up ! Start afresh ! {:
Mav. You got the right cheryl & thank {: i'm better now .
Winnie. Haha , i miss you like crazy much ! im so cite to receive your messages !
Xingzi. Me too laopo ! I'll see you very very soon alrights ?
Inging. Well , im not . But hey , hope to hear from you real soon alrights ? Loves .
Celia. Haha , i'll relink you when i get over my laziness ! {:
Cheris. Same thing :x i'll link you when i get over my laziness :x
Finalphase. Thanks . & you are ?
Geyun. WHY !
Kianhwee. Well that particular post is dont want let people read de :/ but the rest if you cannot read de hua , you really need a pair of spectacles(cool i spelt that without hesitant) .
Passer's. Erms , i stay in love by Mariah Carey {:

YES & finally i've ended my power posting here ! it's tiring to do this manzxz ! i'm lucky i only need to do this once because seriously this kills &

P.S/ im glad no editing of photos is needed , i will die . Instantly !
P.S.S/ Prepare yourself for a post with peekazxz ! Tomorrow is going to be long ~
P.S.S.S/ i love P.S/-ing {:

Life .

2009-12-29T00:09:00.002+08:00

Being in love with you then was so awesome then , having you around . You were everything i ever dreamt of , you were the fairytale that i never had . But now i have to face the truth , you'll just be another memory that i have to learnt to let go .

when im with you , i thought crying , i'll win . But now , i know , tears & attitude dont bring you nowhere . But i'm too late aren't i ? I wish you would look at me again , look at me like how you used to love me but this time i know i'll love you the right way .

Losing you made me realise , you were so much more than i thought you were . i only used words to fool you . But now , words will not be just word , the produce a meaning . A true meaning of love that i understand now . You used to love & cherish me so much that even when i say i love you without any action , you'll sleep so sweet with a smile on your face .

if i could turn things around i would . ugh , why am i talking about this ? im trying to let everything go ! AHH ! i need to let it out & let it go . Unless i can have him back , which is way impossible . Ugh ..

you thought me a lesson i would've never learnt without your existence . You thought me true love . You thought me that , i should cherish & love a person who loves me like you . Thanks for all this , your memories are the best & it's sure unforgettable . I'm so glad you found someone better . Though im still stuck in my thoughts of you , i want you to find your true love too . Waiting for you wont work since you dont even have a space for me anymore .

I'll find my true love , i hope i really do .

Christmas !!

2009-12-25T01:26:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas Everyone !!

Damn sick and I had to skip work today , well happy holidays everyone . Will be back to post very soon ! It's a promise :x

The sad truth .

2009-12-17T10:25:00.000+08:00

Fuck guys , screw them all . Is it so fxcking fun to use another person ? Talked to my dearest bonnie yesterday , and seriously I fxcking hate being used . People know how i'll react to it {:

Had a major panadol drama yesterday after getting to know about it . Imagine you got stabbed again when you already have a broken heart . It's like being killed another time you know ? I wonder how guys do it , they can say they so love you and everything and the next day they are out partying with girls . I hate it when guys go out with their ex crushes , you know the feeling just suck . I had to endure the fact that when i'm around , I was being ignored and when another girl came he went gaga and start talking to her non stop .

To think that it was a lesson that I should start loving people right , guess now it was more of a wake up call . Haha , i'm like back to square one :/ the playing with life me . Isn't it fabulous ? I'm back to doing stuff I shouldn't because getting numb by the pain outside is better than hurting like a dog inside .

Can you believe it ? Being used like an object . What a drama . And seriously , I tried it . Panadol gives asthma attacks :/ very jialat kind . I fainted through the panadol craze yesterday ._. Don't try it at home .

2009-12-09T23:24:00.000+08:00

I'm working lately but I manage to take my pretty pictures when i'm having break {: well , i'm really drained out to post , I don't even have the mood to open the computer . Tired like crap :/ sighs . I'll post when i'm less tired {: and you'll see me flooding the post with pictures of me {: alrights nights !

Exhausting day .

2009-12-07T20:29:00.002+08:00

i was bored & took half candid shot :x havent smile jiu snap ! {: i don't look that bad la ~ just very act cute :x

So i didnt get much sleep :/ was wide awake till like 10 in the morning & slept for one hour then had to rush to lot one to meet shavon & her classmates to watch new moon again :/ i almost fell asleep in the show la . After they watched le , they felt it was damn dumb too . The ending was like ," will you marry me ?" The book is sooooooooo much more interesting . Trust me , really really !

I bet i can sleep damn early today :/ i'm super tired la . Can hardly keep my eyes open . worst is , i almost missed my stop just now cause i slept through the whole bus ride . Aww , i wanna hug winnie the pooh to sleep now but i need to chiong my maple character ~ zzz ._. Yawns , i'm going into maple now . Text me if you're looking for me alrights ? Love you people ! & i'm ending the post with tag reply {:

Last but not least , WeeKiat is doing something that can help you guys to earn money :/ You just have to simply sign up through his site . & it's all for free {: Remember to state your real name & address so that they can send the cheque to you . http://www.emailcashpro.com//?=linweijie click this site & scroll to the bottom , click sign up and sign yourself up & done ! {:

P.S/ i'm so easily touched lately . Watch romance cartoon make me think of my past moments too . Ughs , it sucks . Please go away if there's no future :/

Tag Replies :
J. Sadly i dont know where my passport is :/ if not i can go , parents all out ! :x
Geyun. Wahs , so easy jiu le uh . How come still very pain ~ quick give kiss kiss should be okays a bit :x
Kellie. Hey dear {:
Nini. That day i try cannot , now can le {: Noob blog la :x
Michelle. Haha , thanks sist . I like this genre of songs {:

2009-12-05T19:03:00.004+08:00

Hello again {: missed me ? Haha , life super boring lately . i slept at 10 in the morning , been feeling horrible & cant get any sleep . Slept till 3 or 4 then wake up :/ Ke lian de me , can't sleep lately , at night scared people bite me , so must stay awake make sure no one here :x I'm so bored i'm crapping :/ how awesome right .

Daddy went off to Turkey to eat turkey today {: i cant stand my lame-ness but it's so addictive ! ok la , dont play le . So im stuck at home to take care my grandpa , it's funny la :/ but daddy said i had to so ~ have to sit my ass at home lo D: i was like a sloth the whole day never do anything just lie on the sofa like some dead ass . Until evening decided get my ass up go pompom then on comp play maple ~

so sians , like monster carnival whole day :/ okays , it's 3 in the morning , going to chiong till at least 50 {: then go chiong new mc , like cool only ~ aiyahs who care i like can liaos {: Muahahahs . Yawnzxz , bored . i lost my inspiration :/ actually had a lot to talk about but now kong kong de .

Oh ya ! your caught new moon le mahs ? screwed lo , i watch it with perry & deshawn like few weeks back . watched till midnight -.- They cut off loads of the important parts lo . Go read the storybook trust me it's so much better {: But shan't blame them , they had to squeeze everything into a two hour show . So advice for Ms Ong {: must read story book then you aga aga know what the show saying , cause anyhow jump de . They never say how emo she was then after that how she find the bike & everything . Just show her sit on the si lang chair then spin spin few months pass -.- Bo liao lo , like that i also can make movie le lo . first scene , the grass green green swee swee , then second leave falling , third anyhow put snow -.- my mother also know lo . Okays , i should stop being insulting . & the ending is like PUAKANG . Will you married me ? Then the end . Keep me in suspense , more jialat is they take like half a year to one year just to complete one whole movie . so i have to be kept in suspense for so long , pity myself ~ But i know the ending liaos la :x Want know mahs ? Go read BOOB la {:

Oh ya , just now played halfways with baby suddenly got the urge of eating , tummy grumbling bad . Had the motivation to cook maggi for myself de . But as baby predicted , i was lazy & end up calling mac like 1 in the morning {: Like emo zhar bor , eat alone & watch tv , now full dao wanna puke -.- Jialat , too full cannot , too hungry also cannot :/ very hard to hit just nice .

Eh ~ i got things to say but it slip my mind . Oh ya , anyone up for kbox ? i want to sing song suddenly , very long never open mouth to sing except in the shower . my voice not bad okay , i in shower got open concert de , interested tell me next time i singing inside , you outside hear {: got entry fee de hor .

i gotta stop posting , keep crapping like mad -.- Ughs ~ Hao la , im going to end off my post with tag replies & toodles for the day {: Don't miss me uh , DUH i know you will :D just saying for the sake of it .

Tag Replies :
Serene. Hey baby {:
Wengyi. Yes , Wolfboy is like so dreamy ! {: My husband-to-be , mai snatch uh !
Pearllynn. thanks dear {:
Geyun. Baby , you good lo . Bad thing ask me do D: im hurt ~
Philbert. I'm like so addicted to it :x
Hartini. I like to hartini you leys :x trying find trouble with me uh ! HAHA :x why your links cannot press one , LOUSY SKIN ! unlike , erhem erhem , MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !
L.WeiJie. It definitely is not {:
Celia. Haha , sentence structure very wrong :x haha ! Thank la , i also love die you okays ? i know you love me to love you right :x cause i love to love you {: muahahahs !

2009-12-05T03:25:00.002+08:00

Hello , missed me ? Well , im quite done emo-ing or im just immune to it . So i doubt i will mia any longer . Been mapling alone cause i simply hate being around people now , well people do change you know ? Lately my mood has just been totally off . I dont know why , maybe it's pms or some crap , but it's very serious that's all i know :/

Well , i'm loving hartini for the blog post she posted about the loser boys who just simply said they dont love us anymore & walk away . They think we're like tissue , they can just use & throw . Awesome shit eh ? They forgotten the most important shit , we have a heart a rather fragile heart that deeply feels for them . Hahas , you'll love the post . www.h-artiniloyy.blogspot.com . Trying to advertise her blog for her :/ how nice .

So , i shopped a lot with Jane a few days ago , i seriously can't remember which day . But we actually planned on window shopping . Wanted to look around but my cravings got out of hand . Bought heels , bags & etc. Totally declaring bankrupt :/ i spent like $150 + on all those . Bet i'm going to get murdered by my mother when she gets back . Totally getting prepared . But i'm happy with what i bought so i guess the punishment is worth it .

Then i met bonnie to AMK that day to get my nebo card renew :/ laughed like mad while eating ajisen . i totally can't remember what we laughed about but i swear i laughed till buay tahan . I bet if i continue laughing like that for one full hour , i'm belly-less . i look like i have beer belly la :/ shit , starting to look like that pregnant father of mine . Jialat , i need to go on a major diet like damn soon . i can't handle the fat-ness .

Today met up with baby , ppzm & Jane , go eat prate at Gombak :/ Hmm i love the banana but baby keep throwing her banana to me ! ppzm more cute plain prate & plain square prata only shape difference but he jiu shi yao plain square prata :/ then babe more quite , whole day machiam kana tongue tied , say thing always wrong , her sentence structure also sibei jialat . But we laughed like mad la , had hell loads of fun . I remembered one thing was baby drink water then she choked & coughed on ppzm . We both laughed till cannot catch our breath but babe & ppzm like blur diao . We wanna tell them what happened but totally cannot catch our breath to say anything . We eat hao le decided to order otah . Baby & babe complained spicy but to me like normal ~ Not bad la , the food was nice . Babe like little girl , go play with her food . Down there keep anyhow mix tissue , newspaper & a lot of crap onto her plate . She still ask me taste -.- Walao , see le almost puke still ask me eat machaim want my life .Then we went to buy shaker fries , like eating none stop . Sat down & eat together , eat dao almost puke ._. was freaking full :/ Finished eating we went over to MRT station to trained back to batok to take 61 home . But the fxcking bus was taking it's own sweet time , came home tio screwed by my dad .

Played maple & totally lost my mood . Fxcking no one pei me all alone walk here walk there machiam loner . Fxck the boredem , fxck the moodswing , fxck it all seriously , ugh . I'm getting reallt distracted by everything now so i'll stop blogging , tags will be replied & i guess i'll upload some cocky pictures of me tomorrow . So ya , that's about it from me today .

P.S/ Listen to my new blog song . The very first one . Seriously , it speaks for me .

Tag Replies :
Qinying. I'll relink you soon {:
JingTing. Hey girl , miss hanging with you . Is it possible for you to contact me ? I lost yours :/
Geyun. Kill my mother not me :x
Pb. Thanks dear , i hope that's true . & yes , i wish to have someone awesome soon too {:
Amanda. You & me no fate la D: so cannot see you :x Haha , call me out la {: then can see my pretty face {: i know you miss it dear .
-L-Babyx3~. Hmmm , what name you want me put as nehs ?
Winnie. Life sucks a lot :/ But im still surviving for now . Hey , havent heard from you for years :x Call me up la dear !

2009-11-28T01:21:00.003+08:00

i wanted to post about what happen yesterday & today . but something got in the way & im not quite in the mood . so i guess i wont be blogging for awhile .

Fam Battle.

2009-11-25T23:12:00.002+08:00

Yeaps , the day ended quite decently {: hmnms , woke up around 3 plus . i wanted to sleep till 6 plus but grandpa ask me to wake up & have lunch , so bo bian .

so text-ed with baby {: haha . she pei-ed me play maple awhile cause audi was under a certain maintenance . play awhile jiu damn sians le , so went back to audi .

hahas , kian destroyed fam blog :x so bo bian must fix everything . suay suay . the wallpaper suddenly not working so have to faster find new wall paper . then chiong inside audi join them . Hahas , we played with our alliances -Kisses- . We had three rounds of fam battle & my dearest cupids win all {: clap for us !

short little post today {: i shall update tomorrow {: im going to bed le , i have to go school for CIP tomorrow {: i love blogging ! that's just lame crapping :x

Day Out.

2009-11-25T17:02:00.003+08:00

Hello {: Went Lot 1 yesterday to meet bonnie to play the new game in the arcade {: it's created by the DJ max crew so there's all the DJ max's song inside :x haha ! it's addictive okays ! :x my nebo expired so we decided to have ajisen before going off to ang mo kio ! {:

yummy rights ? want some ? DREAM ON ! wahahahs :x im just being plain evil la , but i have the urge to eat it again :/ tummy grumbling D: Opps :x off topic ! so we ate & the waitress was like flirting some fat ass & friend at the table opposite us , totally a turn off ! -.- lucky i didnt lose my appetite :x bonnie was being an asshole the whole time eating , she kept on choking & act as if she was crying over some dramatic scene -.- JUVENILE :x

so we took an mrt to AMK {: then we went gaga over some guy who looks so close to perfect , smart & good-looking ! OHMY ! you should have see it ! :x Gosh , i shouldnt be talking about this :x so wrong right ~ & i did a lot of catching with bonnie {: discussed my recent troubled issue with her :/ She feels my pain for me D:

so we went to the nebo cafe to get my card renew-ed & i played PIU {: i think i grew old :/ first song jiu tire out :/ poor little cheryl D: HAHA ! we went to buy drinks then went to the bus stop to go home & meet yunxin & jethro {:

we went over jethro's house to play WII {: oh i love playing guitar hero ! but i can hardly sing any of the songs D: only like one or two of them . I DID NOT BAD LO ! we played till 11 plus then went back to my house & started audi .

OHYA ! im so estatic ! {: they changed back the patcher so i wont have to lag for fifteen minutes before the game actually starts ! YAY for me :x alrights ~ shan't crap no more ~ my brain juice just died out :x

P.S/ im very bored lately !

Tag Replies :
Celia - Haha , im not that emotional la :x

2009-11-23T23:14:00.002+08:00

short post for today before i go mapling with perry & deshawn ! wonder if limin will log in later :/ haha , well ! there isnt much to post so i guess i'll entertain myself by bullshiting whatever i did today {:

i woke up at 2 plus , then went to the living room & slept again ! sms-ed multiple people & got irritated . quarrelled with someone & someone came to the rescue ! everything got worst but turned out fine in the end *this is stupid*

played maple then play audi then off everything & went off the watch legally blonde 1 & 2 *i must say it's funny !* & i've finished watching and im freaking hungry -.- damn ! dede , get me some food :/ im trying to make you hungry , you see :x haha ! alrights , what a lovely post . i shall reply tags & say goodbye for the day ! {:

P.S/ i'm a twitter lover ! FOLLOW ME YOU HEARD !

P.S.S/ im starting to love P.S-ing {: HAHA !

Tag Replies :
Celia - Emotional is good okays ! i know how to love a person right :x HAHA ! rubbish ~ at home can sleep like pig , where will bored ! :x
Serene - BABY ! haha , you sound so emotional :x HAHA , IMY too la ! got time i come out and find you when you're at work alrights ? LOVE YA !
Geyun - I KNOW YOU WANT I KNOW YOU WANT ! LAI LAI ~

A new me .

2009-11-22T21:20:00.003+08:00

today was boring la ! my sleep was disrupted D: my horrible mother turned off the aircon & open the window without lifting the blinds . so the damn blind pissed me off damn badly , it kept on hitting against the window pane making hell loads of noises la ._. couldnt sleep well at all . poor me still had insomnia the night before :/ & dumb perry throw me alone cause he was tired . what a pig :x

so woke up & went to iluma again ._. but daddy tagged along today . didnt find anything quite nice la :/ nothing caught my eye . wanted to go bugis street to walk around but i can barely even get in so i gave up after trying for 2 mins . at least i put in effort to try :x

went over to my mother's workplace to get some "important" things {: & joy laughed at me throughout la ! thank uh sist , i love you to the max eh -.- screw that little scum ! :x i'm super upset la , the button on my pants scratch my phone screen & it has an awful mark there D: ask my dad get me screen protector like want his life like that -.- forget it ! make sure he find a way to fix my screen or i'll give him death ! {: no la , im an innocent girl la okays ? {:

so exhausted la D: i wanna sleep but i wanna play audi too D: but the stupid laptop of mine aint working with me , die die dont let me use audi it keeps hanging & hanging & hanging ! its like against me or something :/ pfft !

neverminds , shall disturb people in msn {: before i go , ERHEM ! tags running low uh ~ so poor thing i got nothing to reply to D: only got this weirdo here plucking my ass hair :x HOR GEYUN HOR ~ hahas ! alrights , that's all from me today .

p.s/ im addicted to twitting , somebody kill this addictions ! because twitting machiam talking to myself :/ bad for health la !

p.s.s/ i think im getting very crappy .

p.s.s.s/ i remember i have something to ps about but i can't remember :/

p.s.s.s.s/ i remember liaos , want jio me out this is the best time uh . from January onwards i have to start mugging for o's le . a bit kia si , kia su , kia fail . so ya la , JIO ME OUT NOW ! i mean seriously ! no joke !

Tag Replies :
Geyun - Not bad not bad ~ smooth smooth de :x you want touch touch & try ? haha !
Celia - HAHA ! now must at home more {: you'll be my motivation to post more . but no one tag hor a bit pull down my mood D: i have a emotional heart ~
Isaac - nope ! you're my big piece of blubber :x so when i mention your name , i'll definitely say BIG PIECE OF BLUBBER ! imy la idiot , when are you free ? i miss your phone calls late at night asking me go westmall cause you , eric & clarence are bored :x
Qinle - Hahas , thanks . enjoy your holidays too & last long with your boyf {: God bless you !

Boredem .

2009-11-20T12:20:00.004+08:00

Hellos ! i haven't been posting much lately :/ been rather busy surprisingly . Ugh , i'm trying to dig out time to go to amk to fix my nebo that has expire D: anyone wanna come along ?

haha ! i'm like so addicted to the new game in arcade , it has oblivion okays ! i love that song to the core . so , my mother about to fly to london in tuesday & i'm glad im not going im starting to feel sick getting on the plane ._. i hate being in enclosed area for hours . it's like death ! ohmy !

daddy will be leaving for korea to take a singaporean group for tour so im more or less stuck at home with my grandpa ._. maybe your can come by & play {:

well , i really feel damn bored lately . i dont have the time nor cash , to get myself groomed -.- i feel so distorted lately like i need to wear a mask out or something . this is feel horrendously horrible . im just crapping la , trying to act pro , make post damn long ! {:

OHYA ! i had my dinner till 12 am yesterday {: how cool is that . i feel like a pig lately , i sleep at 4 plus , wake up at 2 pm , on my comp start mapling or audition-ing . when it's lunch or dinner time , i'll just go have it & im back at the comp . & this cycle goes on & on . i think i'll put on weight like that la ! cannot cannot , anyone want to pei me go jian fei ? we go cut out fats out ! {:

okays la , im doing something healthy today . i'm going to go shopping . so toodles ! {: i'll be posting laterz or tomorrow . & i do miss zilian-ing D: but with my distortedness lately , i better dont scare your off :x haha ! love die yous peepos ! s'muackkies s'muackkies ! :x

P.S./ i do a lot of tweeting lately {: so you can look at my twitter & see what's going on in my life {: do follow me too !

Tag Replies :
Pearllyn - Thanks dear {:
Macdeline - Haha , yeaps . I'm better already but still , take good care of him . God bless your {:
Celia - YA ! glad you know uh ~ hope to see your tag more often okays ? love you !
Geyun - Thank la ! You must be the reason why my ass feels so hairless lately ! :x haha ! im bored too la , so lets rot tgt {: maybe i'll pluck yours too !

2009-11-18T14:39:00.003+08:00

This explains everything i feel , this is what my heart really feels .

Moving On ..

2009-11-17T13:19:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was damn tiring ! My sleeping time was haywired so when i went out with von & co. i am dead tired . But neverminds la , i have my lovelies to pei me right {: so we went to cc , then had lunch & headed to lot .

Went arcade to play with von ddr , and UGH ! i stink at it D: i couldnt pass the various songs that i passed before D: emo shit . We played jubeat too & the new game that was by DJ max , ohmy la ! von & i are totally addicted to it :x OH i forget to mention , i saw isaac there too ! Damn him , he tempt me . UGH ! cannot cheryl cannot !

Saw kian said hello then after that went off back to teckwhye to find akif & huiyao . von bus-ed home with huiyao leaving akif , wipawan , qi long , ah lei , shi hui , jiayi & me there . didnt wanna go home alone so i sms-ed perry see if he want pei me :x & he did ! sweet little boy ! hah !

by the time we got back close to 9.30 already . so we headed over to beauty world get something to eat then went over boon tong kee get some food for my dad & grandpa . then pei perry wait for bus {: haha ! i ask him kiss a monkey ! :x so mean but it's fun to kiss an orang utan ! is it counted as a monkey ? i think so la ! okays off topic already , after that i came home then maple-ed so sians . doing things over & over again . played till one , called perry on the phone we decided to watch movie ! {: haha , we kept quiet on the phone all the way , too engrossed in the movie . watched till 4 plus , my mother came back . hung up perry's call & shut my comp immediately . Then texted perry for like 5 mins i fell asleep .

& it's one now . anything i should do in particular ? haha , i shall post later . im rather grumpy now cause i just woke up . Yawns .

I'm sorry . It was the wrong time & day .

Tag Replies :
Macdeline - Okays .
Passerby - Thanks dear {:

Now all that's left are just memories.

2009-11-16T00:55:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the absence this past week . Due to the funeral i had to stay overnight at hougang for the past few days . Slacked with elisa , melissa & the rest of my cousins . I had perry to pei me sms too {: see im nice i mentioned your name perry ! give you credit for this past few days !

i didnt get enough sleep so when i got my ass home today, i just lay on the sofa & fell asleep . till NOW ! which is like 11 plus . OHGOSH ! im going to find something to eat & sleep again , what a pig :x shall post tomorrow ! LOVE YOU !

Tag Replies
J - I MISS YOU SAYANG SAYANG !
Sheralin - Which sheralin are you ? :x
Xingzi - LAOPO !
Clairis - Thanks dear {:
Shavon Tan - Yes dearie {: relink-ed !
Celia - Haha , i miss you la girl {: stay beautiful too !
Shavon. - Unbeautiful
Sherry - You have le rights ?
J- Relinked le {:
Anna - Bo jio me out ! you know my pattern is at home wait for phone de :x
Celestene - Hey girl {:

The smiles you left remains.

2009-11-16T00:15:00.000+08:00

You left us with the best memories & we'll miss you real bad .

Great Granny is 95 & she kicked the bucket on Monday . Im badly affected by it . I was not allowed to pay any visit to her when she was in hospital because i was having exam & without any warning she left us just like that . i didn't get to see the last of her . So before i end off this post , i would happily dedicate a little note to you .

Though we were never close , you still play a part in my life .
We always visited you once or twice every year & you never fail to remember who i was even when your memory isn't that good .
You would always hold me in your hands and give me a sweetest smile with those wrinkly skin but to me you're simply adorable .
But when my parents told me you were in the hospital i could only worry but nothing else , i didn't have a chance to see you for the last time .
But you brought on a smile even though you're in pain .
You've shown care towards everyone even though you know you can't make it no more .
You left us all with a piece of you before you go & i must say ,
You're the best Grand Granny anyone could ever have .
God will forever be blessing you .
& We will forever be missing you .

2009-11-09T23:00:00.000+08:00

Busy like crap lately la , people holiday & im having tuition every single day ! Because of the horrendous math test we just took that i failed by 17 marks of careless mistakes how emo ! aiyahs , pass or no pass chen will make me stay back de -.- so no difference made lo ~

so after i ended maths around 4.30 , i had to rush home for a math tuition till like 10 -.- i just showered & im tired like an ass now . i thought i could go enjoy enjoy in audition then that slutty game just wont let me enter ~ yesterday still working perfectly well , thrashing perry happily de lo ! then today $%^&#$%^#$%

well shall go neopets slack awhile {: then i'll go lalaland to admire myself :x haha ! i love demi lovato's Dont Forget . It really shows what i'm feeling now {: somehow it cheered me a little . Hope my mood changes back to normal before my dearests girls & bro come back from camp . Hope their having a blast .

That's all for today ba , my head is hurting awfully bad now cause i stupidly knock myself on the basin , how pleasant right ? Gosh , i wouldnt wanna go to school with a bump D: it hurts terribly la ! Jane , i want sayang sayang ! :x

Tag Replies :
Macdeline - {:
Xiaohui - Uhs ? link ?
Shavon - Maybe as promoter for my uncle but i still need your job yaws D: in need of $$ :x
Kellie - Opps , forget mahs :x haha but i do miss you ! you seemed to change rather loads :/
Cheryl Yeo - Hahas , will do it asap {:
HongLee - Hehe :x thank you la !
Amanda - Thanks dearest {:

2009-11-08T23:48:00.001+08:00

This will be my new baby in three days time {: oh gosh ~ & i'll have the same phone as kian & yun ! teehee ~

Truth is kept hidden .

2009-11-08T17:52:00.001+08:00

Well , im busy like a bee lately & i still am . i packed my room till now & it's still not done ! yeaps , that's how terribly messy my room is . Suppose to go find my dear von today but i seriously cant dig out any time . But luckily im an ass that doesnt know how to clean , left all the cleaning to my mother while i just pack .

Gosh , really lack of time lately . Ugh , i'll post soon with a more detailed post . Mood hasnt really been good :/ loads of things in my head & really leaving me in tears lately . Haha , everyone has a time that they'll break down right ? Dreams can only hold me for so long ..

Alrights , im going to continue packing . All well ends well . Maybe should really go back to church soon . I hate how i'm right now .

Time to grow.

2009-11-07T13:52:00.000+08:00

Last night I tried but I couldn’t sleep,
thoughts of you were in my head,
I was lonely and I needed you next to me
Life is harder since you left
I never meant to do you wrong
But now all is said and done
I hope you wont be gone too long, Nooo

Chorus:
Where do I go, what do I do,
I can’t deny i still feel something,
And girl I wish, you could say you feel the same,
You’ve broken the bond, I gotta move on,
But how do I end this lonely feeling?
You’ve gone, I’m here, alooone,
I guess it's time to grow

I try to speak, but my words never catch the air
Like you never knew i was there
Take me back to the days when you really cared
Can we make love reappear?
I can't go on the roads too long
And now all is said and done
I can't go forward if my heart's still where I’m coming from
ooooohhh

Chorus:
Where do I go, what do I do,
I can’t deny I still feel something,
And girl, I wish you could say you feel the same,
You’ve broken the bond, I gotta move on,
But how do I end this lonely feeling?
You’ve gone, I’m here, alone,
I guess it's time to grow

Crying time is over
I know I can’t control her
Feelings, if she won’t return, then I guess I’ll be a man and move on

Time to grow!
And move on; make life better than it was before,
I think I can make it,
And move on, make love better than I did before
Time to grow!
And move on, make life better than It was before,

Though you've gone
And I’m here alone
I guess it's time to grow
Grow,
I'm grown.

To-do List.

2009-11-06T23:21:00.000+08:00

Well , finally it's friday {: no more horrible bridging & my brain can finally take a break . Though the holidays are approaching in one week time , there is still loads to do . I've settled down with a job which most likely starts right after bridging & ♥ will be working too .

ugh , im leaving all the ♥ in black today cause im in a foul mood & i just dont feel like highlighting it today .

So before the day ends , i need to plan out my To-do List for the holiday . & changes will be made next week after all the homework have been given out {:

Complete Additional Mathematics 100plus questions .
Complete Social Studies Holiday Assignment
Get nails done with my dears .
Trim eyebrow .
Rebond & trim my hair {i decided to cut it a little shorter}
Buy heels !
Find vintage shoes .
Buy pumps .
Restock my clothes .
Restock make-ups .

Those are the things that i can remember {: shall update when more things pop in my head . i killed many brain cells today thank to the horrid a math test . Ughs , all the best for my O's !

Tag Replies :
Sherry - Yes dear , i miss les-ing with you :x
Amanda - Haha , alrights {:
Tatsuhiro - Nahs , doubt it will be mine D:
Clairis - It's curly and it pokes my eyes real bad now . It just seems like a bad hair day every single day , it's THAT bad :/
Macdeline - Haha , thanks {: Last long with MJ too . Love die yous !
J - Hmm , im so busy i dont have much time to kiss my comp :x is that busy enough ? :/
Anna - Silly you are the boob not me :x haha , i miss you like dead meat ! Lols , what a weird description .
Kellie - Hey dear , when will be the next time i see you uh ? that time go your house then jiu never see you le , we havent meet for close to one year le ! oh gosh ~ hurry meet up ! i met you before i broke up lo ._. walaos that's like 8 or 9 months long le leys :x

Maple !

2009-11-04T00:09:00.001+08:00

not in the mood to post today . so , hmm i'll leave the excitement for tomorrow {:

Nuffnang Ad .

2009-11-02T21:01:00.000+08:00

Advertorial

Hellos again ! Haha , so my very first advertorial post in this blog . Well it's simple actually , my dearest nuffnang is opening up contest & well i have my eyes on the HOT DANG gift . Well it's not a toy , money or whatever kiddo thing you can think of . But ..

It's this HOT DAMN CAMERA , can you see it ! it's the Canon Powershot SX20 IS Digital Camera ! Hello look at it , it's calling my name already la ! So so , if you are a kind soul , you would know that dear cheryl wants this real badly right ?

My Favourite Canon Moment!

See this cute angmoh baby boy , he's telling you now ," GIVE CHERYL THE CAMERA , LOOK INTO MY EYE ~" It's clearly saying that , you know i know , we all know ! go do a good deed today okays ?

give this little thing a click & WOOHOO , you've just voted cheryl to win the HOT DANG camera , haha ! simple right ? SO GET CLICKING ! GOGO ! ~ *teehee* CAMERA COME TO ME ! YOU'RE MINE ! AWWW ~

Boring day !

2009-11-02T19:53:00.000+08:00

Hellos earthling {:

well ~ long day today . & it's the first day of bridging , sadly im suffering from monday blues & worst of all i've been having a severe stomach pain since yesterday night , poor cheryl ! oh ! ♥ was more jialat ._. he slept at 5pm yesterday night & guess what time that pig woke up . told me 7pm wake up le in the end today 8am then wake up ._. make me worry for nothing , stupid ♥ .

so im suppose to reach school by 8 but i got on the bus at 8 & reached school around 8.30 , totally ready to screwed by ms chen but she didn't ! wahahahs :x but my monday blues killed my motivation to continue the day fresh ._. after chen's lesson was lum , oh thank god she's not taking us for english next year . it'll be narain . well , confirm need to guai like crap le , later tio screwed D:

lum was rather nice today , although i totally didnt listen today she didnt kept us back yet she let us off early by half an hour {: went out find my dears & huiyao . stupid ♥ so no fate with me D: i gang gang hao go in le then ♥ came -.- stupid . had mother tongue which was UGH ! i tried listening but im sorry loy , the lesson was incredibly boring . i tried to give you my full attention but you're too boring . im giving up on chinese . so i guess i rely on english , e math , history , combine humans & science for my L1R4 , im totally going to throw the rest away cause i cant get a shit to my head . & i just dont catch any balls . but well , i'll try to listen during bridging maybe i can get a little tiny bit & maybe get a decent pass :/

well went out to find ♥ after school . he was nasty ! i left my bag at blk 1 :x but i didnt wanna go back as i was at blk 2 . so i disturb ♥ ask him take for me , suddenly he turned so guai lan :x die die dont want take for me :x so i fa pi qi , go take myself then i went off find my dears , dont want him le :x after that ♥ went off to gombak & i went blk 8 with my dears , huiyao & akif {: then i went off le cause very tired & restless . stupid stomach killing me D:

came home bathe use comp & i feel like playing with curler anyways my hair already cui like dunno what pattern . YAWN ! im bored . shall go pack my bed then watch tv & sms my ♥ . i'm so happy though im tired :x

sudden urge to say ," ♥ , i love die you la !" so nice of me right {: okays , signing off here . don't miss me earthling :x i love you !

Tag Replies
Sarah - Thanks {:
Buddy - Thanks buddy , i miss you la ! when will i be seeing you again ? :/
B★KEL - Haha ! Exaggerated la :x thanks anyways {: haha , dont over high uh sister ~ i miss you , meet up soon aites ? love you many many {:
Tatsuhiro - What's with the BOOM ! LOL !
Kiianhwee - What a wonderful tag idiot :x

Completed, i guess.

2009-11-01T16:32:00.001+08:00

After much consideration , i've decided to leave my blogskin this way because i really don't have the mood to continue redo-ing it over & over again . i know it seems rather UGH . but please show some appreciation la {:

still if there's any negative comments , feel free to tag it , it'll simply just be deleted & no replies will be recieve . call me a chicken for doing so but im just doing a mature thing , i ain't stirring up a conflict of no sense & it's a total waste of time dontcha think so too ~

so i'll be using this & onsugar . because i think my onsugar really rocks , so i have no intention of closing it down but i'll remove the cbox from it cause like very extra . & i think shoutmix is of better use {: though im having a little difficulties with the colour coding which pisses me off . cause i seriously can't blend it with the skin . UGH ! horror !

changed all the songs only i stay in love with you remains {: haha , oh ya ! blog links . i've delete most of the inactive blog links cause i was too darn lazy to relink & i couldnt find their current links . so be a kind soul people . leave me a tag so i can relink you !

what else what else ~ hmms , i think that's all . ~~i'll edit this post if there is anything that i left out~~ {: so haha ! enjoy the new blog alrights ? Love you people ! s'muackkies s'muackkies !

Editted .

i took this right before i got my fugly haircut . though im having a bad hair day , GOSH ! this hair is still so much better la ! D: i miss my hair D: i need $ to get my hair done ! damn , ask ♥ to yang me already :x poor ♥ going to suffer badly :x

aww , im super imba worried for ♥ , haven't heard from him since 5 & that ass told me he'll text me at 7 ._. bad ♥ ! ughs , tomorrow is bridging program & my motivation is still running low at let me see .. ZERO . o's next year , STRESSED .

im going to pamper myself this holiday then study like a nerd during the holidays already , i cant afford to take o's over & over again . im going to shine ! do incredibly well and let everyone receive a terrible shock {: oh im a bad bad girl in a good way ._. i dont make any sense at all . neverminds ! im happy about it .

i love my blog , i love the songs , i love my ♥ , i love myself , i love my von , i love my rene , i love my clique , i love life {: i hope to see ♥ tomorrow ~ yawns , goodnights earthling , im tired & tomorrow is first day of bridging , lets hope ♥ would interrupt my sleep so i know he's fine ! toodles ! post tomorrow {:

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B/abyKellie - Thank love {: love die you !
April - Thank for the tag babe !
Polar - Haha , i got job confirm will call you de la {: & silly didi , you see me all the time :x Last long long too !
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Perry - You're an ass la . Haha , ask me play maple at wrong time ! haha :x but be honoured , i still wei le ni go update that dumb patch & play with you . See you tomorrow dumb !